Posted by Alex Guerrero
on Monday, July 14, 2008 at 4:34 PM. 

I was harboring doubts, swimming in a sea of confusion. I was lying to myself, denying the thruth, avoiding the pain.
Confusion,
Denial,
Bargaining,
Anger,
Acceptance... And I believed I was more than
human, that I would be able to bridge the grief process without experiencing all the stages. And I pretended acceptance at the beginning, got confused later, and bargained to fuel my denial, pretending nothing happened, and now, finally, I know the truth... and I feel released. Nothing lasts forever. It's sad, but time heals everything. I will let it go, to be able to
bright again and bring someone marvelous to my
lebensraun. Once again...
I forgot that I might see, So many beautiful things. I forgot that I might need, to find out what life could bring. (*) Labels: Querido Diario
ese es mi niño!